The madness is coming to an end

(I hope!)

I just recently got a job. Hurray! 

Or... at least it should be. 

I somehow manage to freak myself out. 

Here I was praying for this job and as soon as I got the good news, I decided to give myself a whopping dose of doubt and anxiety.  "What about this?" "What if I am not prepared or qualified?" "What if I do this and get fired?"

Then I gave myself more anxiety by completely procrastinating my assignments, most of which turned out to be due on the last 2 weeks of class.

Awesome.

Fortunately, as usual, things are working out.

I think that's something I have yet to learn. although this has happened to me over and over again.

Things always seem to work out.

How beautiful is that?

I'd say pretty dang beautiful!

 I start training tomorrow.

Scary! But exciting, too!